Paranoia


The fear is of losing you,
The fear is not making you mine,
The fear is not waking up to you,
The fear is you realizing I’m damaged nothing close to fine,

The feeling of wanting to kiss you,
Linger in your mind all the time,
To always keep you by me,
Make love long warm all night,

The fear is not marrying you,
Fear is our kids being like me,
Fear is that I’ll disappoint you,
Fear is my darkness you shall breathe,

This is my paranoia,
Paranoia of an animal lived,
Paranoia of a damaged soul,
Paranoia I battle always thinking I’ll win.

Author: Liswith Obinamuni aka Ocean ™

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